Why?? Why?? Why??

There are days when you feel low..and u just dont know why.. and I guess today is one of those..
Or maybe its something to do with how things have been over the past few days... sometimes, try as you may,you just cant get a grip of things in life..and sometimes though u hate doin something...u land up doin it and then feel guilty about it..
why are there days when u hate confronting people with their questions.. u just want to be alone..
u dont want to remember the gud things in the past... is that bcoz there's a fear lurking in the mind that it wont be back again?
u want to remember only the bad things...is it bcoz u want to justify the stand/decision u took or is it because you want to cover up?
Why is it so difficult to understand the human mind?? Why is it so difficult to sustain relations? Why are there prejudices in almost every decision anyone takes? why is it that u can hate a person and like a person at the same time?? why is it that you have to compromise on so many things when you make a decision? why cant anyone understand me??? Am I such a complicated person???
Why did i even sit and type out all these questions...am I hoping that an angel in the blog world will read it and rescue me
from the evils of the world???
Why?? Why?? Why???

Whats on my mind today?

A lil bit of sorrow
A lil bit of joy

A lil bit of despair
A lil bit of hope

A lil bit of fear
A lil bit of courage

A lil bit of selfishness
A lil bit of selflessness

A lil bit of nervousness
A lil bit of confidence

A lil bit of everything
A lil bit of uniqueness
And that is what makes me ME!!!!

Jeeez.... my mind is goin crazy..I need a break.. Infact...i thnk its high time to keep myself occupied...havent I had a break for the past 8 months???

Hero

This is for all you folks out there who need a pep in life...One of my all time fav's... that I make sure I listen to when I am down ;o)

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
Dont have to be afraid of what you are
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That the hero lies in you

Its a long road and you face the world alone
One reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love if you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt will disappear

Love knows things are hard to follow
But dont let anyone to tear them away
Hold on there will be tomorrow
In time you'll find the way!!!

- Mariah Carey

SMASHKAT - Dunes of time!!

Dunes of Time!!

Wasnt it yesterday tht SMASHKAT

Played BINGO in Malli's class
Hanged HANGMAN in HNR's class

Munched on bhel at Annapurna's
Gulped down Pepsi at Hanumans'

Chatted for hours at the bike stand
Laughed for hours without any worries

Spoke trivial thngs tht meant everything
Shared thoughts like it was the only thng

Gossiped about every creation of God
Mesmerized every creation with our fun

Went to Mangalore to whoopie
Spent the New years eve at Savi's

Quarrelled for small things
But compromised in every big thng

Indeed, time does fly fast
4 yrs seems like yesterday

Things may be different now
Physical distances may exist now

What still remains same cant be explained

A special relation with a special meaning
Words will undermine the same

Memories are still afresh
Memories that will never fade

Dunes of time they will surpass
Storms of hurdles they will cross

In every step tht each one takes
SMASHKAT will be present always

Mera Kya hoga ?

Well.. the news is out abt the Supreme court orders on Pvt universities.. Am wondering if i shud do something better in life thn studying!!! :o) maybe get back to working.. or just chill out in life and party hard :o)
Why is it tht our education system is so fragile? Is it the laws or is it the people who make the laws or the people who take advantage of these laws and jeopardise the lives of thousands of student???

Well...will ponder over this question during the course of the day...got to get goin now ..

Till thn...

Welcome to the Blog world

Ok.. so I have just started blogging and this is supposed to be my first post!! Why am I blogging?? Well…frankly speaking.. I have started it as a timepass.. I had too much of free time and I thought it’s gud way to put my thoughts into words… Of course, if I wanted to do that, I could have started writing a diary…..But wanting to prove to the world that I live in the 21st century, I decided to have this online diary… Maybe at a future date, this blog will be soooooo popular that it will be published as a book and my great great grandchildren will earn royalty fees OR maybe this blog will be something that I wont remember after a few years… Only time can tell what the future holds for it…. But for now, this blog is nothing but an expression of my thoughts and a record of whatz happening in my life…